Getting my left foot tattooed this afternoon then having a cheeky chinese takeaway tonight!

It has been a nice weekend so far, on Friday my mum treated me to three books (‘Pulp’ by Charles Bukowski, ‘Survivor’ by Chuck Palahniuk, and ‘The Rules of Attraction’ by Bret Easton Ellis). Then I spent the evening at my friend’s house where she was having a bit of a gathering, has a decent time and for once managed to resist eating any pizza or drinking any alcohol. Then yesterday I sat reading in the sunshine the majority of the day and I also baked these raspberry cheesecake/cupcake mix things, which whilst I haven’t tried them yet (setting overnight in the fridge), they do look rather yummy.

I am certainly not in the best of moods today. Although I have things to do over the next week or so, I am feeling particularly low this week. Tomorrow I am going for my tattoo consultation and then grabbing coffee with a friend, then I have a doctors appointment on Wednesday in order to review my medication, and finally my tattoo on the 27th. All of which should be relatively positive in theory, but I just can’t find any excitement within me at the minute. I also need to contact the local mental health people soon in order to sort out my CBT, and I am hopefully going to get a chance to bake next week, though I haven’t a clue what I want to bake, however the peanut butter bites were, by all accounts, a success.

Blah, wish I could motivate myself at the moment, all this moping makes me feel so pathetic.

I wish I could be friends with you again, I really do as life would be so much easier but truth be told, I think you’re a massive prick.

I am in a pretty lovely mood. It isn’t raining, it is me and Daniel’s three year anniversary, we are going for a little shopping trip in Cambridge, and we are spending the evening eating pizza and watching films. If only my hair would dry now, it really is too long and thick.